my-thoughts

hehoy!!!

2010-02-22T10:40:00.002+08:00

what's with the title? i guess it's my new way expressing joy in my blog...HEHOY!! doesn't it sound full with euphoria?? YES IT IS!!!

i just got my first task at my new place..that's why i'm so happy..i know it sounds weird;who the hell loves TASK?! JOB?! ASSIGNMENT?! well i guess in this particular case, I DO..

i think that's all for now..HEHOY!!

what la..

2010-02-10T11:08:00.002+08:00

salam again,i guess 2010 will bring many more meaningful n historical events for my beloved Malaysia..i admit despite all the hanky-panky that happened and will be happening, i still luv this country coz it makes me feel the beauty of owning a country and to be owned by the country..

so when i read about the large number of Malaysians that surrendered their citizenship for a better future elsewhere, i dun put the blame solely on them..maybe the feeling of owning this country is still there but the feeling of being owned by this country is no more due to reasons that they only know..and we might understand if we know the real story..

being brought up in the multi-racial residential school makes me realize that we dun need sentiments to come in our way all the time..and i mean it, coz we might not be able to stop sentiments from influencing our decisions at all time..

as i've entered the working world which requires me to deal with people, the school-days experiences are vital in surviving..guys,dun u ever think that childish attitude stops following at the school gate..sometimes it can be worse as we grow older..

a new job!

2009-12-30T10:54:00.002+08:00

alahamdulillah..praise to Allah..i've been waiting for this job for 0ne whole year!! kid u not, rite after i know i made the degree,i applied for this job..

and yesterday..29 dec 2009,got a phone call that says "tahniah en. shazri, awak telah berjaya dipilih sbg *******...anda diminta melapor pd ***********"..

that was great! but, thinking of leaving my current office makes me a bit emotional..while i'm writing this entry, my fren pasang radio and this song from imran ajmain (the mendayu2 one which i dunno the title) is on..that adds up to my emo...warghh!! we are like one family here, ngan kak mai yg mmg sporting abis, pakcik nasik ganja ( i'll crave for that), ofis mates yg best abis..warghhhhhh!!! esp leaving "the one" makes me sad.... but i'm doing this to provide a better life babe..

life has to go on rite? i survived the passing out parade sadness, the l.i.b.k, the moment i was left alone to complete my studies (frens already graduated)...i dun wanna list them all..makes me even sadder..

sob2x....i hope a brighter future at the new place...i hope i'll get more exposure of...they know la...i mentioned about that during the last i'view..made me scared of being rejected for mentioning that, but they took me in..hahahahah...give me lots of that!!! make me happy!!!

palestin

2009-11-06T16:31:00.001+08:00

dalam seronok ni, kita terlupa mengenai hal2 palestin..yasser arafat adalah pengkhianat bangsa palestin..dalam tak sedar dia jugak pengkhianat islam..astaghfirullah..

dakwah

2009-10-15T12:15:00.003+08:00

Hari ni aku melawat blog Ustaz Erfino (http://www.erfino.blogspot.com). Seunik namanya, begitulah personalitinya. Kesempatan bertemunya ketika mengikuti rombongan delegasi pemimpin pelajar Malaysia ke United Kingdom telah membuka mata aku, untuk melihat bagaimana seorang lulusan agama boleh menjadi sangat "cool" dan "blend into the community". Walaupun aku tak banyak berbicara dengan Ustaz Erfino, namun aku kagum dengannya. Mungkin kerana pada dirinya tiada persepsi liar, tiada "attitude" "aku lulusan agama lantas aku lebih Islam", tiada "jubah" memisahkan, tiada "nyanyian itu haram" ditegaskan.
Apa makna berhikmah dalam berdakwah? mungkin Ustaz Erfino ada jawapannya.

kita sudah hilang pulau

2009-09-29T14:32:00.004+08:00

pulau oh pulau,
aku benci engkau,
aku hukum engkau,
aku hantar engkau ke pulau,
engkau aku pulaukan,
aku pulaukan engkau.

sejarah pulau amat pilu,
ketika empayar kita dirampas,
yang tinggal hanya pulau,
sayup memandang masih berbekas,
dalam lipatan biar anak-anak tahu,
minda, hati, jiwa, jasad mesti bebas.

apa guna kita bersilat,
kalau dasarnya dengki khianat,
apa guna kita berpakat,
kalau dasarnya amanah dikhianat,
apa guna kita berpesta,
kalau dasarnya nusa tergadai,
apa guna kita hiba,
kalau semuanya sudah digadai,
apa guna kita renungkan,
kalau pengajaran disalah ajarkan.

pulau oh pulau,
aku hukum engkau,
aku biar engkau di pulau,
engkau....aku biar di pulau,

engkau hukum aku,
engkau biar aku dipulau,
aku....engkau biar dipulau.

pulau oh pulau,
kita sudah hilang pulau.

sejahtera untuk muntazer al-zaidi

2009-09-18T11:10:00.002+08:00

"inilah kucupan perpisahan untuk kamu, anjing!
ini salam perpisahan daripada balu, anak yatim dan mereka yang terbunuh di iraq"

ini akan terpahat sebagai sejarah ketamadunan manusia..bukti kuasa si marhaen boleh menconteng arang ke muka penguasa gila...sampai bila2..

re-post from my other blog..it's about our friends in palestine..from my eyes,ears & mind..

2009-09-16T09:40:00.002+08:00

buat Al-Aqsa
May 31st, 2008 by yatshukor

dari tanah ini,
ku saksikan perjuanganmu,
mempertahankan maruah diri,
dan Ad-Din mu,
dan Ad-Din ku,
dan Al-Aqsa.

dari tanah ini,
ku dikhabarkan berita palsu,
oleh pemuka-pemuka Yahudi,
"Itu Al-Aqsa!! Itu Al-Aqsa!!",
yang sebenarnya As-Sakra,
As-Sakra bukan Al-Aqsa!

dari tanah ini,
ku dengar dan lihat pertelingkahan kamu,
kamu sesama kamu,
dia menembak kamu,
dia ditembak kamu,
si Yahudi terus membina tembok batu.

dari tanah ini,
ku doakan kemenanganmu,
ku dambakan kesejahteraanmu,
sambil pengajaran kisahmu,
buat teladan di tempatku.

sudah-sudah lah tu...

2009-09-09T10:07:00.003+08:00

aku tak faham dengan penunjuk perasaan la...bukan kat malaysia tapi kat indonesia nun...
apa yang dimarahkan sangat pun aku tak tau, bukan ke kita antara yang paling meraikan mereka?
dari artis mereka yang berduyun-duyun (budak2 pompuan kita terkinja-kinja kat konsert), amah-amah diorang (dah lah tempat tinggal-api-air-makan-minum-berak semua ditanggung) nak mintak gaji basic rm800 lagi..terlalu bagi muka... kebudayaan (lagu rasa sayang eh), makanan (rendang, tempe) pun boleh nak jadi subjek gaduh...
apa ni brader?! kata konon mengaku serumpun (selalu dgr kat rancangan nyanyian dua negara)..memang la pasti ada beberapa persamaan dan seakan-akan sama...bertolak-ansur lebih kurang sudah la..mana yang baik sesama jadi teladan, yang tak berapa baik pandai2 la "modify" jadi baik(macam sate kita yang dah diperap dengan rempah dan madu yang jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lebih sedap dari sate yang aku pernah rasa kat sana, rendang mak aku buat lagi sedap, soto pun, tapi tempe rasanya sama aje kot)..
teringat waktu diskusi di upm dgn delegasi pelajar mereka dan wakil pelajar indonesia di malaysia, semuanya di akhir diskusi dapat memahami perlunya tolak ansur dan ber"lebih kurang"...
apa pun kita jgn emosi dalam pemikiran,tindakan dan tutur kata..
ye tak?

napelah....

2009-09-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

hei...Ya Allah...napelah liat sgt aku nak berubah??

kerja dah siap

2009-09-04T15:21:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah,kerja utk masa ni dah siap..nak ber................kejap...rehat jap
hahahahah....nak makan ape jap lg utk bukak pose ye....
ayam....eh x nak...ikan...smalam dah....daging....kolesterol...roti john....

PERAK

2009-05-14T19:29:00.002+08:00

i can't hold myself from commenting on Perak issue...i believe it is everyone's right to have a say on this issue responsibly..let me start with this...

i am not a law graduate, but i do know that the very fundamental right for every person is the right to speak and for other person to respect it...you don't have to agree with other people's views, but you have to listen to it...however, i still believe that rules that are "MASUK AKAL" are important so that the speaker won't go to other direction than the topic we are talking about...have you guys went to any debating competition? if 3 minutes are given to the first speaker from government's side, then 3 minutes are also the time given to the first spekar from the opposition side..that is how simple the rules are...for instance, during the petrol price issue, the openness of the then information minister Datuk Shabery Chik and the de-facto leader of PKR Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim to debate on a fair platform was a remarkable history...i thought that would be the starting of a new more intelectual era of Malaysia, however it is sad to see that this trend is likely not to be continued..in the reality of the world today, controlling the channels for expressing views is not the way the game should be played..

i do agree with discussion, meeting, musyawarah or any other terms that lead to the idea of trying to find the similarities in order to get the best solution...however it should be done on a fair ground without bias..the readiness of the prime minister Dato' Seri Mohd Najib Tun Abdul Razak and Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim to discuss on finding the solution of Perak fiasco is A GOOD START...however, i still believe that the best way is to hold a snap election...let the Perakians decide of their future...the voters are above 18 years old and the have the right to decide their own future..and i believe they are not sick of ANOTHER ELECTION...

jeans dan pizza

2009-05-13T10:32:00.002+08:00

seluar jeans dicipta dari kain denim yang dulunya hanya digunakan untuk menutup kabin kereta kuda...pizza pula dicipta oleh masyarakat miskin di itali,kiranya pizza ni makanan org2 miskin la...bukankah menarik untuk mengetahui dan sedar bahawa apa yang pd mulanya dianggap tidak semenggah atau low-class akan diangkat dan dirai seiring peredaran zaman?

kita boleh ambil kisah ini sebagai pengajaran...sekumpulan manusia yg ditindas akan bangkit, bukankah itu yg terjadi pd kaum yahudi dan masyarakat awal islam? di sini bukanlah niat nak bela yahudi, tapi kita jgn serkap jarang...yahudi mana yg wajib kita tentang? yahudi yg menyokong zionis wajib ditentang..seperti juga bukan yahudi yg menyokong zionis wajib ditentang...kalau semua yahudi wajib ditentang, baik Rasulallah bunuh sahaja semua yahudi yg pernah wujud di zamannya...tapi Rasulallah menentang semua yg mengamalkan kezaliman, penindasan dan segala mcm keburukan, walau pun terpaksa menentang bapa saudaranya sendiri Abu Lahab yg sebangsa Arab Quraisy dengan baginda...

books and unemployed

2009-04-23T10:23:00.000+08:00

i have just finished reading "Saya pun melayu" (Ambo pun Melayu) by Zaid Ibrahim...it's very interesting to read it because he is the former Umno chief in kota bharu, former minister selected by Tun Pak Lah (or we should just stick to Pak Lah, ular yang menyusur akar takkan hilang bisanya), and now as a non-partisan he wrote it with responsibility as he rationalized all his actions...some people may regard him as liberal-malay or secular-malay or melayu tak sedar dek untung but i wonder how "sedar" the malay who "sedar dek untung" that everything is from Allah and it's to him we should really fear...(sometimes i realize that i am also "hamba tuhan tak sedar dek untung")....

he also praises Tun mahathir for the Malay Dilemma book and luckily i loan that book from my gf.. so i would start reading The Malay Dilemma after this while continue reading other stuff... sometimes i love being unemployed as all the time can be spent on reading books and blogs but frankly i don't love the feeling of depending on my mama for pocket money...hopefully after the indonesia trip i will get a job with good pay...amin..

so long..

2009-04-11T11:39:00.000+08:00

salam...it has been like years since the last entry..hahah...macam nak gila mengingat balik password blog ni, tapi dapat jugak akhirnya...

banyak benda dah berlaku...dah abis belajar (alhamdulillah),dah dapat keje pastu berenti (ada hikmah),sekarang tgh tunggu panggilan kerja di tgh2 kekalutan ekonomi...tapi kalau tak silap, aritu ada seseorang janji yg m'sia takkan hadapi "pukulan" teruk dari krisis ekonomi...tak tau la kan... mungkin jugak sebab aku tak dpt keje lg aku ckp macam ni...tapi macam mana dengan puluhan ribu yg telah diberhentikan? adakah aku hanya mementingkan diri?

all right lets talk about the recent bi-election...pas 1, keadilan 1,bn1 (that was utusan malaysia front page line).. personally i think it should've been PR 2,BN 1...shouldn't it? i'm not bias but why not writing the truth? BN is known as a party comprises of many other component parties...PR is also a coalition of several component parties too...or is it because PR "tak kahwin" like BN "kahwin"? (i heard and watch the video at youtube,it was kj's statement).. i don't know...

as a selangor citizen (i've stayed in gombak for more than 20 years), i hope that the federal government will think again about implementing the water tariff agreed and signed during DSKT's time...if the current selangor government found a way to ease our burdent although only 20m cube,plz don't make our life harder...it's not about politics ok,it's about the people's welfare..

DSKT's case? i don't have any other comment but if you are innocent,plz defend yourself..i really hope that i am not looking to another denail like "saya tak bersalah,saya difitnah,saya tak diberi ruang pertahankan diri"...use the t.v or radio or blog...b.t.w i read his blog..he claimed it's hard for him to defend himself coz he doesn't have the access to the documents...come on DSKT, asked permission from the selangor government (if permission not given, condemn them) or if it's bound by the Official Secrets Act,plz asked your other friends in the Dewan Rakyat to get rid of this act...then defend yourself...

ok? wait for the next entry...

duduk atas pagar

2008-09-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

ada orang pernah berpesan, jangan jadi org duduk atas pagar..mana2 pihak sepak pagar kita akan terasa gegarannya...tapi keadaan sekarang amat rumit...kiri pun tak sepenuhnya betul,kanan pun tak sepenuhnya salah...
tapi bila kita berhadapan dengan dua kemudaratan dan harus memilih antara satu, pilihlah satu yang kemudaratannya lebih kecil...
faham?...

lately...

2008-09-29T10:26:00.000+08:00

i stumbled to this blog through my girlfriend's friendster site...he is somebody that i know, though not personally but i have a very positive comments on his personality...

i watched astro awani when he was discussing about the education system with tony pua..two prominent figures from two influential political parties and still have a long way to go in politics.. (both of them are in the youth wing if i'm not mistaken...one is UMNO Youth Exco Chief and the other is a young parliamentarian)..i have to admit the "diskusi" was good as both of them could agree and disagree professionally by not letting the "my party have more seats in parliament, so i make the decision" ego took place..

malaysia needs more figures like him or them (including tony pua) because criticizing others without realizing that his party have also done the same wrongdoings will only leads our country to destruction..and i'm still wondering if both sides are willing to disagree on their parties' decision in parliament if both of them were to be made parliamentarians...

islam itu keamanan, menentang kezaliman

2008-06-18T16:08:00.000+08:00

kepada syiah ali,
kita fatwakan sesat,
kita adalah sunni....
lantaran sunni harus taat,
saudara-saudara sunni....ayuh kita bersatu hati,
menentang akidah sesat,
namun bila zionis sembelih sunni,
di palestina menunjuk hebat,
mana perpaduan sunni?

hamas dicaci "ekstremis!!",
namun mereka juga sunni...
mana perpaduan sunni?

datanglah hezbollah angkat senjata!!
nyah kau zionis!! lubnan tanah kami!!
menjulang sunni palestina!!
memancung kebongkakan yahudi!!
si sesat membela si hakiki??!...
mana perpaduan sunni?!
mana perpaduan sunni??....

atas nama islam yang selamat,
atas nama islam yang aman,
atas nama islam yang adil,
atas nama islam yang sejahtera,
atas nama islam yang damai,
atas nama islam saudaraku....
atas nama islam.....

2008-06-18T13:36:00.000+08:00

kajang pak malau kajang berlipat,
kajang hamba mengkuang layu,
dagang pak malau dagang bertempat,
dagang hamba musafir lalu.

-pak malau orang kat tempat tu kot,tu sebab dagang bertempat.

"kera di hutan disusukan, anak di rumah mati kelaparan."

-nape kera je disusukan? orang utan? tapir? biawak?

patut ke mykad ade tarikh luput?(18 jun 2008)

kisah karipap (baca mcm lagu iklan ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak)

2008-06-05T14:59:00.000+08:00

tersebutlah kisah di sebuah negeri atas awan

dikhabarkan tiadalah pergeseran antara keluarga2 meskipun terdapat perbezaan dari segi rupa dan warna...laksana selicin sutera segala urusan sehari-hari

namun nak jadi cerita..adanya satu keluarga....sangat masyhur perusahaannya...lagi kaya raya...kerjanya mereka tiada lainnya hanyalah membuat karipap...hasil karipap pelbagai gayanya.. (karipap sardin, karipap kentang,karipap daging....macam2 ada!!!)...

tibalah suatu hari...sang anak merengek-rengek...adapun kerana teringinkan makan karipap hasil buatan ayah dan ibunya...berkata si ibu kepada ayahnya..."bagaimana dong? anak kita kepingin makan karipap ini..."...jawablah si ayah"waduh...apa mimpi anak kita kepingin karipap? selama ini duduknya diam saja...disuap diam..tak disuap diam.."....

terlupa oleh mereka anaknya sudah besar panjang...maka panjanglah juga akalnya meminta seraya keperluan membesar..."bagaimana ni dong? jika diberi karipap pada anak kita, maka kuranglah untung niaga! waduh...ribut!..".."berapa banyak bilangan dimintanya?" soal si ayah... "ada juga la...banyak juga...ada 10 biji!! waduh rugi kita!!"jawab si ibu...

terlupalah akan mereka akan hasil pengeluaran karipap mereka...jumlahnya beribu-ribu biji dan untungnya berjuta-juta (adat lah org niaga, jual barang banyak untung pun banyak... orang bodoh pun tau)..."maka apa harus kita lakukan? ini bisa bikin bangkrap?" soal si bapa dengan masygulnya.."aaahhhh...gini...apa kata kira kita suapkan saja gula-gula pada anak kita? harganya murah..."...cadang ibunya...

terlupa oleh mereka tiada apalah khasiatnya gula-gula pada anak mereka itu...namun kerana ingin untung juta-juta,maka apa saja pun bole...maka tergamaklah mereka memperlaku anak mereka begitu...

itulah sebahagian kisah negeri atas awan

to be continued...